Sometimes I have to close my eyes and breathe.
How did I get to this point of chaos? Clearly I created it for myself. I asked the Universe for opportunity and opportunity came in droves. The hard part is keeping up. Maintaining a demanding full time job, booking for 3 venues, booking for 3 music festivals, weekly organization for BTV, acting in a film this Oct and memorizing lines now. Eating a clean diet with workouts daily all while aiming for 8-9 hours of sleep a night.
It's getting to me just a bit.
What will give? What will I have to give up? When will I feel successful? Will it make me happy?
I just have to stop over analyzing stuff and just trust in things. Trust ain't always easy.
Meditation has been a savior these days.
Workouts are going good but my game needs to be up'd. After watching the Crossfit games a big part of me wants to rejoin a CF gym and get down!